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not fair
03:04
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it is not fair
you changing all the rules at the last minute
i will not keep up
it's moving way too fast and i'm dying just to speak up
if i don't see you
take a little breath, ingest some of the darkness for me
i'm not gonna see you
taking all my stuff out to the dumpster just to spite you
it swallowed me whole
i can see now i'm too lost in the curtains
it broke me in
in the process i became 6 million pieces too many
if i don't see you
take a little breath, ingest some of the darkness for me
i'm not gonna see you
taking all my stuff out to the dumpster just to spite you
all that's left
is the end
all that's left is in the end
all there is
is the end
all there is is in the end
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2. |
follow
02:55
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and i know you like to drift
an ocean of reply
but you are
forcing me to siiiiiiink in your deadliest grey waters
so i follow you around.
like some kind of 2 eyed freak - and i was sure i heard you speaking but instead you are just breathing
i follow you around.
like some kind of 4 eyed freak - and i can see it in your eyes while you're checking out other guys
...and i know
things haven't been so...
extra ordinary
(expecting a world class multi-organ motherfucking transplant)
...and i am some kind of
...typical
centralized organ failure
so i follow you around like some kind of two-eyed freak
and i was sure i heard you speaking but instead you are just breathing
i follow you around
like some kind of
four-eyed freak
and i can see it in your eyes-you're still checking out other guys
and i know.
oh little one.
i know.
i know
but could you follow me around?
like some kind of
...two eyed freak
(i'd like to turn around and see you are still looking at me)
could you follow me around?
...like some kind of four eyed freak
give me something to hold onto something i could stick around to
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3. |
try
03:20
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ooh / ooh
all the way down
is it supposed to burn all the way down?
ooh, ooh
all the way down
how's it supposed to burn all the way down?
YOU KNOW I TRY TO STAY COOL
when everybody else keeps on coming around
you know i follow your ruuuuuules
when no one else is coming around
ooh / ooh
all the way apart
is it supposed to come all the way apart
ooh / ooh
all the way apart
how's it supposed to come all the way apart?
you know i TRY to stay COOL
when everyone else keeps on coming around
you know I FOLLOW YR RUUUUUULES
when no one else is coming around
i try
how i try
i fall
but how i try
i try.
how i fall.
and how i try
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4. |
paranoid
02:22
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this is raw desperation
i've seen the look on your face
words dropping to the floor
since when it rains, it pours
but can you hold on, hold on?
i know i'm pleading all the time like some sorry, stupid joke
but can you hold on? hold on
i know i'm bleeding all the time
try to learn to make it stop
this is a selfish nightmare
THE LIVING BREATHING EXAMPLE
thinking everyone's aiming for me
when nothing's going on
but can you hold on? hold on
i know i'm pleading all the time
i am a sorry, boring joke
but can you hold on? hold on?
i know i'm bleeding all the time
try to learn to make it stop
please let this bridge hold us
please let this bridge hold us
please let's not get carried away
please hold my hand while we sleep
please hold my hand while we sleep
please hold my hand and stay
please hold my hand and stay
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5. |
peopel lie (purple lips)
02:43
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maybe
i
just
need
a
little
expression
maybe it comes from a bottle so tall
playing with katie shen and jamie in their attic practice space
it's so hot
i feel
the sweat
and fluids
crawl
puuuuuuurple lips
feeling strong
now my inhibition's almost gone
i will be here for the rest of my life
what am i saying?
i will be here for the rest of the night
my anxiety eats at me most of the time
but when i'm with you, BABY, that stuff falls
behind
getting wasted
feeling right
and i will fall again tonight
in the morning
checking new bruise discoveries
puuuuuuuuurple lips
check the mirror
how is it
things are so vaguely
becoming clear?
i am usually so trapped but now i'm free
i am usually so trapped inside of me
truth
maybe it's truth that i still seek
when i'm falling down and it always comes spilling out of me
growth
and opening of the mind
because i don't mind this bar
and sitting in it
here with adam tonight
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6. |
world crumblin'
02:40
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oh ya
oh yeah
hit the ground running
so aggressive
get possessive
destroy every single part that you have loved
it's your way of making your whole world crumble
oh no
OH no
falling apart now
get possessive
so aggressive
make it too hard for him
you are haunting every piece of glorious sunlight
sinking chest
murderous gestures
you are killing again
you are creating dead ends
sinking chest
murderous gestures
you are killing again
you are creating dead ends
you are dead ends
you are dead ends
you are dead ends
you are dead ends
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